26 4 / 2012
i loved you then, i love you now, i’ll love you always.
someday, i shall write about how i found love where i least expected to. the kind of love so overwhelming, it consumes you. the kind where you forget what is it to guard your heart, you give it up regardless the risk of getting it crushed. i shall write about how we fell helplessly in love with each other, how we could never let go of each other despite knowing we were going down a path leading towards a dead end. i shall write about the tears i cried, the years i spent hoping, wishing. i shall write about how i lost your love and how i fought to get it back. i fought so hard i thought i was going mad. and then comes the desperation, followed by despair. i shall write about how i gave up on you, after being pushed away a million times, how i tried to move on. and then, again when i least expect it, you loved me back. the way i have always wanted and more.
i may not know how this story will end. i pray with all my heart that somehow, a miracle happens. but if not, this will still be the greatest love story ever told.
02 4 / 2012
i’m bitter about my past, my present, and the future that i seem to be heading towards. i don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. i’m depressed, broken, and empty. i’m numb but i’m hurting right to the very core. i’m emotionless yet i get these moments where i want to punch a wall or a the mirror. i hate the reflection i see. i hate that weak, spineless, helpless sobbing little girl i see in the mirror. i know there are people with bigger problems than mine. but i’ve been so miserable for so long. i need a break. i want a fresh start. i want to reset everything. i want to start over. i want to erase all the hurts. i want to go back to simpler times. but most of all, i want you.
30 3 / 2012
Oooh I want!
(Source: southernprepaganda, via fuckyeahgirlythings)
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22 3 / 2012
life is easier when you love me. in a perfect world, we’d be together. but in this painful screwed up world, you loving me back is more than enough.
14 3 / 2012
Draw Something is the stupidest, most addicting game. Oh, the things I get sucked into.
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